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[AGinAg (37)]

Morning all. It's my wedding anniversary. On a Monday. Disgusting.

At least Alex Party is on the radio.

 

[big ron]

Happy not getting divorced day.

VERY TIRED. I have quite a bit to do this week before going away but I've got zero motivation.

 

[big ron]

Also just found our flight is at 6:30 IN THE FUCKING MORNING Monday, which is bad enough as it is, but were away all weekend at a party so yeah, fuck.

 

[Sheena]

Happy Anniversary!

I'm fucking exhausted and I think I'm a bit depressed. Trying to sort out the financial side of my Mum's death with far too much fucking paperwork. I had a little cry yesterday- think it's beginning to hit me now I'm back to normality.

 

[big ron]

Happy Anniversary!

I'm fucking exhausted and I think I'm a bit depressed. Trying to sort out the financial side of my Mum's death with far too much fucking paperwork. I had a little cry yesterday- think it's beginning to hit me now I'm back to normality.

Entirely natural, its very easy to go into some sort of defence mode and then shit hits you once grief becomes a part of your normal.

 

[AGinAg (37)]

I know I've not suffered any recent trauma but I'm having quite poor mental health this summer. I'm not on the edge, I'm just nowhere.

 

[Sheena]

Entirely natural, its very easy to go into some sort of defence mode and then shit hits you once grief becomes a part of your normal.

Being away just made it feel surreal. It's the grim reality of when you sit down and have nothing else going on that you realise what's missing.

I know it's all natural, I get it...I just have an overwhelming feeling of being sad right now and I'm struggling to get out of it- I've got fuck all motivation about ANYTHING. Work being ridiculously (and unusually) quiet is not helping matters.

 

[Debbie Jellinsky]

Being away just made it feel surreal. It's the grim reality of when you sit down and have nothing else going on that you realise what's missing.

I know it's all natural, I get it...I just have an overwhelming feeling of being sad right now and I'm struggling to get out of it- I've got fuck all motivation about ANYTHING. Work being ridiculously (and unusually) quiet is not helping matters.

Sorry about your loss. My mother passed away in February and I found the past 4 weeks really tough, I don't know why. I thought it would get easier, but I think I need to look into counselling. It's really affecting my sleep at the moment.

 

[Sheena]

Sorry about your loss. My mother passed away in February and I found the past 4 weeks really tough, I don't know why. I thought it would get easier, but I think I need to look into counselling. It's really affecting my sleep at the moment.

And I'm sorry to hear that too. Definitely look into counselling- I'm finding talking is helping me a lot, even if it isn't in a structured environment like therapy/ counselling.

 

[big ron]

Being away just made it feel surreal. It's the grim reality of when you sit down and have nothing else going on that you realise what's missing.

I know it's all natural, I get it...I just have an overwhelming feeling of being sad right now and I'm struggling to get out of it- I've got fuck all motivation about ANYTHING. Work being ridiculously (and unusually) quiet is not helping matters.

Not to get all hippy, but while you have that time sit with the sadness, let it happen. Bawl your fucking eyes out. There is a limit to how much you can push it down.

 

[Sheena]

Not to get all hippy, but while you have that time sit with the sadness, let it happen. Bawl your fucking eyes out. There is a limit to how much you can push it down.

Oh absolutely. It made me feel better yesterday. I am a big believer in getting it all out for sure.

 

[Jark]

I blew a lovely dick this afternoon to mark turning 34