Bolly Knickers
*imaginary construct due to autistical fragility*
- Joined
- Sep 4, 2018
- Messages
- 13
LOVEBUNNY
Old age doesn’t come itself. 45 in just over a week.![]()
I hit 45 in July this year but have been menopausal for a few years. It’s does have it advantages. My doughnut hasn’t had any jam in it for ages.
Niiiiiiiiiike!!!!
I hit 45 in July this year but have been menopausal for a few years. It’s does have it advantages. My doughnut hasn’t had any jam in it for ages.
God I've missed you.
Everything is still in perfect working order here. For how long though? That is the question. The biological clock is certainly ticking.
You should come back Nike. Everyone is a lot nicer here these days and not QUITE as catty as they once were.
STAY!
I can’t. It’s hurts too much. Nobody understands how much seeing those words in the birthday thread from July 3rd 2005 has totally obliterated my hope of ever returning to this place. Oh I know it’s all just words, but I take it too personally and autistic people can’t let go off stuff and it’s just going to eat away at me to the point where I am thinking about it even now, it’s in my head and I can’t get it out of my head. It’s really hard you know trusting people, in cyberspace, in real life, cos I can’t work out when someone is being genuine. I’ve been hurt too much in real life. It’s been hard growing up, feeling like a freak cos you know you are different but you don’t know why. I struggle every single day. There are days when I love being autistic cos I have such a huge imagination and I am very creative through writing, but then I see words like ‘Quelle verbosite’ quoted in this thread and I go look it up and I can see what that person means and it’s a dig. It’s like pick, pick, pick. I could never be myself on here and unfortunately I do not have a thick enough skin to cope with people, like the person who quoted ‘Quelle Verbosite’ who have such intentions that are clearly to pick away at me until I crumble. I have been bullied in some form my entire life. Fat Nelly took four years of my life and is still a permanent resident in my head. She ruined my life to the point where I became physically ill through all the stress. The fat stuff hurts...I AM FAT, A HUGE FAT FREAK, I WILLL NEVER BE ACCEPTED IN SOCIETY SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE TOO MUCH BODY FAT. No. I will never be allowed to be myself cos somebody will pick away at me for anything I say. I knew it was risky to come back and it’s proven true.
Tell Pop Lolly I love him and I’d love to stay but it hurts too much and I’m far too fragile.

Come on, Zu-Klara is anything but offensive! It looks like just any excuse to be offended for no reason![]()
Well yes, she probably has a distorted perception of reality, I don't know. But there was nothing offensive there, at all.All of us who know Zu would realise that. But if you don't, with the context of Nike's background here, and oh yeah, her Asperger's, things may seem quite different.
Well yes, she probably has a distorted perception of reality, I don't know. But there was nothing offensive there, at all.
I did read a couple of posts and was enough, very uncomfortable. And yes, it seems things changed a lot, but if you're so sensitive I'm not sure Moopy is the place for you. But whatever.Read the link Indie posted.
So Nike searched for 13 year old threads about her self?
Who were you?I'm a former dotmusic refugee lurking moopy for over a decade. I was once orchestrating bitch fights with sheena and then realised I love and respect him to bits. Please don't judge...
I was once orchestrating bitch fights with sheena

WhooooI'm a former dotmusic refugee lurking moopy for over a decade. I was once orchestrating bitch fights with sheena and then realised I love and respect him to bits. Please don't judge...
Who were you?
IP check is interesting...