I had a zoom with 6 old school friends tonight. At least 5 of them will be somehow be breaking the rules over Christmas (and the last one I didn't get to hear from before I left the chat).
I'm just so depressed ANYWAY about EVERYTHING, and then that just makes it worse. I wonder if I'm being stupid for being depressed, am I taking it too seriously, or am I missing out by not being nonchalant enough. (One of the friends literally said he was going to his mum's and didn't get why the question was being asked because he had no idea of Saturdays announcement)
There's also a family friend who's a policeman who's going to his mum's for Christmas because "the police won't be around checking". I genuinely don't know if that's genuine inside information or just stupitidy, but either way I absolutely hate it. I hate it ALL right now.