It’s Monday and I’m Still Awake

Phoenix

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I knew I shouldn’t have taken that 2 hour nap earlier today because it’s 1:30 and I’m still not remotely sleepy.

Ugh and it’s a Monday.
 
Couldn't get to sleep last night - too warm. Plus there were people having a massive argument in our courtyard for about an hour and it was all I could do not to open the window and tell them to fuck off.
 
I forgot what it is again, so I’ve gone back to thinking it’s a bogey

haha! :D

It's a chocolate that came out of an advent calendar - I think it's meant to be a snowman but it looks more like a melted Cyberman.
 
Slept for 3 hours cause I was hooked on Wild Wild Country and didn't sleep until 05:00.


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I'm having a little Alanis morning before everyone wakes up

But this won't work as well as the way it once did
Cause I want to decide between survival and bliss
And though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim. :)
 
4 weeks vacation starting now and I’m already stressed out and anxious because everyone wants to do everything at once. I wish I’d just take a train to nowhere far away from my life.
 
4 weeks vacation starting now and I’m already stressed out and anxious because everyone wants to do everything at once. I wish I’d just take a train to nowhere far away from my life.
Where’s about are you going?
 
Where’s about are you going?

No trips planned at all, I don’t want to go abroad unless I have my vaccine passport which I won’t get until about the end of my vacation maybe, so it will be staying here in town and do some trips in Sweden, not sure which yet though.
 
I’ve got the day off today and I have NO idea what to do with it. I’ve lounged around with my mild hangover so far. I’m not even HORNY.
 
What people might not know about Lapland and the North (the real North) is that it’s infested with mosquitos during the summer (especially this year when it’s been a rainy spring).
 
Somewhat exhausted (can't handle weekend boozing like I used to!) and my brain decided for no apparent reason that this morning is the perfect time for an existential crisis.

Somewhat cheered up though by someone actually liking some of my work. I'm so used to getting moaned at that things aren't good enough and feeling like I don't deserve to be employed, it's refreshing to hear "I like it, good work".
 
I’m angry too, I had a major headache which coincided with a 2.5 hour meandering Skype call with my parents
 
Birthdays can be rough. There’s so much expectation for it to be great that when it’s just another day, it feels wrong. Not saying that’s what happened to you, it just seems like a pattern with birthdays.
I could’ve taken a normal day and just been a lazy slag and done what I wanted, but … well it’s a long story I’m sure nobody wants to get into the weeds about

the headache isn’t helping be impartial about it all
 
I think a few Facebook friends might think I got gay married, one of my Japanese friends did that thing where you say happy birthday with a selection of photos we are both tagged in, and I think the last time was at a wedding so we are both in suits.

I could do a lot worse than him but sadly it’s not true
 
Every week 😫

usually it’s about 2 hours, but I made the mistake of not trying to wrap it up 30 minutes before I wanted it to actually finish
Oh i’m more than an hour most weeks myself! You need to get better at thinking up excuses. I suppose you’ve already used the internet went down already ?
 

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